mercy

today:
i found my lost running shoes (+)
got the call that my dad is in the ER with unknown neurological problems in a catatonic state (-)
got my peace corps invite to nicaragua teaching english leaving may 5 (+)

i don't know what that adds up to. in the end i feel numb. and desperate for His mercy, on my family and for my dad's healing. i drove to wichita from manhattan tonight and was going to drive straight through to OKC but ICU closes at 9 so we will leave early tomorrow.

He is good...and i know He is in this and working through it. just pray. ask Him to be merciful, to make Himself known, to light up the dark places.